I feel so guilty now. Sebab marah Soffia. Actually tak la marah yang pukul-pukul or tengking or what. Just Soffia a bit cranky few days ni, kalau kita ambil barang dia or kita tak bagi apa dia nak, mula la dia buat cubaan suara, not a soft or cute voice tau tapi vokal soprano. And what makes me guilty tonight was my attitude in handling her. I mean before ni kalau Soffia macam tu aku akan hugs dia, pampered cakap Soffia baik, Soffia lemah lembut dan segala perkataan mahmudah untuk doakan Soffia.
But tadi aku diam. Pampered pun tak. Cuma aku letak kat bahu and urut-urut belakang dia. I guess she's bit sleepy, so sebab tu dia mengamuk. Tidur tak cukup kuota. Perhaps.
Sorry Soffia, ibu blur tadi. Blur nak bertindak macam mana. Nak pujuk takut nanti mengada. Bila biar, rasa bersalah pulak. Now I know how exactly the feeling of a mother. You just know two things. To love and to love.
Ibu loves you Soffia! ❤❤❤
